Im growing up and im not ready.

Once youre in college things begin to change.Well, every phase of life means growth but it keeps on getting scarier as it goes on.Things that you least expect will happen, you will fall in love, will learn to be a professional,learn what you knew not but in the process will party, sing songs and love your friends.

I, however do not know what I want from my life. The unpredictabilities and uncertainities that the future holds for us leaves us with nothing but to rely on it. Thats the only choice we have. People say I have a very pessimist way of looking at things but these are the ultimate realities like say life goes on and then eventually we die. What happens in between this is like white noise. It is important, makes us who we are but then we forget about it as soon as it becomes the past. Thats why we have phases, patches- good patch, bad patch.

I have a new passion. Photography. Iam happy i stuck to graphic design as my major. Sometimes you have to rely on time as your most important tool. No decision comes with a guarantee but you need to be honest at all times.

Thats the beauty of it.